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this year is one of the most 'kacau-bilau' year in my entire life. i was so busy with matpan, office, hubby. last sunday, my boss called me and guess what? i had to work from 2:30 pm to 11:30 pm. during weekend. i know, compared to my colleague i was the one yg paling liat nak ke opis. sometimes i just dont get it coz my colleague loyal sangat sampaikan at 10 pm pun they can drive themselves to the office. kalo aku, sorry la. walaupun i'm not yet married at that time. going home lak, supposed at 5 pm but diaorg stay sampai 5:30 or 6. i believe may be this is one of the reasons why my bb thinks i'm not good enough. hey! come on la.. i have my life, i have my own family. u cannot expect your staff to leave their hubby/wife/child just to finished your last minute work. what i want in my life is to have a wonderful family. i want to spend my time with my baby. i want to teach him, i want to be there for him. i love him so much. oh ya... sama gak la kat hubby aku tuh. (kang merajuk dear..) next year around may or june, aku rasa aku akan gila that time. 2 org colleague aku nak bersalin. at the same time. tempoh pantang yg sama. i dont know how am i going to survive? dah ler dua-dua org tu jaga rekod. huhuhu semoga Allah memberi kekuatan dan ketenangan pada aku.
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minggu ni, pertama kali dlm idup aku sejak 10 tahun yg lalu. aku main netball. aku bukannya reti main. lari sikit pun dah semput. memula diaorg bagi aku GD. tak larat aku! bila diaorg tgk aku cepat pancit, aku kena jadi GK. senang sket dok jer kat tiang tuh. ahaks! jgn tergezut dlm dok tak tau main tu, aku bleh gak la selamatkan bola beberapa kali. and the rest, biar bebudak terer main jer yg handle. setakat ni kami main 2 games and Alhamdulilah we won both games. after one busy sunday, match on monday and tuesday, tomorrow lak ada dinner Kelab, thursday aku amik one-day leave coz nanny ada hal n at the same time i take this opportunity to jamu2 my friends, friday lak dinner at Equatorial, saturday boss punyer open house, sunday nothing (harap2 dpt relax) monday to wednesday lak ada conference, thursday to friday oh yeah one big shout to my dear Juliana bt. Danil THANK YOU!!!! sbb menaja penginapan aku 2 hari 1 malam @ Hotel Grand Continental, Langkawi. Voucher pemberianmu itu akan ku fotostat buat kenangan. InsyaAllah aku beli souvenir kat hang nanti. to all my friends, i'll be back on sunday and start kerja hari senin tuh.
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oklah my matpan dah jaga. chow.